Thursday, September 25, 2008

關於我對坦白的解釋

坦白是很困難的,因為我對自己不夠坦白。

我知道不是什麼時候都適合暢所慾言,為所慾為,
只是刻意裝出另一個自己,的確可怕,的確可恨。

我經常在留意自己有沒有神經質地角色分裂。

我想講。
我雖然有點怕,但也嘗試提出半點勇氣來給自己了解真正的怎樣的。

我亦不是你們口中的隨心所慾,大刀闊斧

我拖泥帶水的,
即使是離開一份令人太不如意的工作也要找一億個解釋
找所有人來為我的坦白作證

其實,都是解釋給自己知道,以為自己做了一個很深思熟慮的決定。

很傻。

這個半年,路走得特別累。
只知道要靠東北偏北行,手裡卻沒有指南針。
擔心也擔不了那麼多。

Evil Vs Innocent  ☃™

我從來都是麻麻煩煩的喜歡咬文嚼字
很介意人們混淆用字
邪惡怎可能是單純的相反詞

解釋是﹣ 當你愈接近邪惡 
你的單純細胞就會逐漸死亡

但原來
現實歸現實

仔細想一想, 
什麼才算得上真正的邪惡?

難道邪惡的人就不再單純?
單純的人內心就像綿羊一樣純?
如果世上只有黑白兩面,事情就簡單得多了。

但願我的內心比你想像的邪惡,
只是我另一面的單純善良,把一切你所衡量的邪惡,
都抑制住,
有需要時,隨時爆發。

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

毒奶

在媽媽聲的底下
你可有想過
國內是絕少﹣機乎無咩進口貨
就算有都不是一般人負擔得起

沒有蒙牛沒有伊利
連最難飲的光明都出事

你可會知道是 無得揀 無得揀 無得揀

好在
我地仲有Dairy Farm
同澳洲牛奶公司。嘩哈

蘇州屎

當你在幫別人擦屁股的時候,
人家在也擦你的。

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

難過

為什麼我居然感覺到
心裡很難過

你我都有難過的時候
不必向人傾訴
或不能向人傾訴

講完其他人都沒有同感
也不了解

AI
好矛盾
我今年的生日願望是日日有工開

但原來真是和開不開工無關。

Saturday, August 30, 2008

謝謝爸媽

想起 最開心的生日會




永遠無憂無慮是最快樂的。

謝謝爸媽
謝謝姐姐
謝謝最疼我的嫲
和 細細粒的你。
妹妹,我們很多年沒一起過生日了。

Thursday, August 28, 2008

The Ultimate To Do List BEFORE 30

From Miami INK- Ami's choice

Ami James counts down 30 of the most mind-blowing experiences the world has to offer. These are the ultimate things to do while you're still young enough to do them and get away with it!

30. GET A TATTOO — Ami offers the following three rules for getting a tattoo.

***1. Make sure that whatever you’re going to get tattooed is something that you put a lot of thought into.

***2. It's one thing to get your kid’s name tattooed, but remember tattoos last a lot longer than romance.

***3. Don’t get tattooed for anyone else, get tattooed for you.

29. STEP OUT OF YOUR COMFORT ZONE

28. RIDE A ROLLERCOASTER — Ami recommends the following coasters to try:

For loops, try the Colossus at Thorpe Park, England. The Colossus has an awesome 10 loops in its tail.

For speed, the Kingda Ka at Six Flags Great Adventure in New Jersey is the world’s fastest and tallest roller coaster.

27. PAY TRIBUTE TO THE GODS OF ROCK AND ROLL — If you love music or just want to know more about the greats, then take a pilgrimage to the places where their presence can still be felt.

Places to visit:
Kurt Cobain’s house in Seattle, Wash.
Jim Morrison’s grave in Paris
John Lennon’s memorial at Strawberry Fields in New York
Joshua Trees in Nevada desert (made famous by U2)
The Abbey Road crossroads in London

26. BUY THE HOUSE A ROUND

25. TRY THE FINER THINGS IN LIFE — Live it up by ordering a Magie Noir cocktail. This ultimate treat is made by the mixologists at London’s Umbaba bar. With a shot of Hennessy aged cognac, a measure of Dom Perignon vintage champagne, and a dash of Crème de Mure, the Magie Noir is officially the world’s most expensive cocktail at $620.

24. LEARN TO DANCE

23. JUMP — At 216 meters off the ground, the Bloukrans Bridge bungee jump in South Africa is the highest bungee jump in the world.

If you want to do something safer that still packs an adrenaline punch, try Scad Diving — it’s the only way to jump 150 feet with no ropes or parachutes to protect your fall.

22. BE NICE

21. DRIVE YOUR DREAM CAR

20. VEGAS — Everyone should hit Vegas at least once before they turn 30.


19. ROCK ‘TIL YOU DROP — The music that you love during your younger years is the music that you’ll love forever. Crowd Surfing is a great way to share your love with the rest of the crowd. It’s also a great way to get the best view of your favorite band.

18. COME FACE TO FACE WITH MOTHER NATURE — It’s dangerous, risky, and sometimes deadly but if you want to look Mother Nature straight in the eye, then storm chasing has got to be on the list.

Tornado Alley, located on the Great Plains stretching from central Texas to the Canadian border, sees most of the high-speed wind action. To be successful, go in late summer.

17. VISIT FAMOUS FICTIONAL LOCATIONS OR CELEBRITY WATCH — Grab a cup of coffee in Tom’s Restaurant, the place made famous by Seinfeld. Or, go to Mann’s Chinese Theatre in Hollywood, wait in line at a premiere and have your autograph book ready.

16. BUY YOUR FAVORITE ARCADE GAME

15. LEARN HOW TO COOK

14. TAKE A ROAD TRIP — The road trip is the only way to really experience all that our vast country has to offer. Try one of these routes the next time you're in the mood for wide, open spaces.

Border to Border
From North to South, Highway 93 will take you from the Columbia Icefields all the way to Arizona. On this trip, don’t miss the Neon Museum Boneyard outside Vegas.

Coast to Coast
US–50 will take anyone brave enough to attempt this 3,200 mile monster road trip right across the country from East to West. After that humungous drive, de-stress and wind down with Grateful Dead fans in San Francisco’s hippy Haight neighborhood.

Or, try driving from Chicago to Los Angeles on America's famous Route 66. For neon lights, an overload of classic Americana, and a whole heap of trucks and trailers go for Route 66.

13. BECOME A WINE BUFF — Here are Ami's three rules to ordering wine:

***1. Your wine should normally match your meal. Remember, white goes with light. This means if you’re eating light flavors like chicken or fish, go for the white wine. Red goes with dark, so always pair red wine with red meat and highly spiced foods.

***2. Get the right temperature. Keep white wine in the refrigerator and keep red wine at room temperature. Pink wine should be cold and sparkling wine even colder.

***3. Like what you drink and drink what you like.

12. AVOID LOOKING OLD — Ami suggests the following tips for keeping that youthful glow.

***1. Plenty of water inside and outside.

***2. For men, keep your weapons sharp and clean. A blunt razor will rip clumps of skin off your face and speed up the aging process.

***3. Give your skin regular pampering.

11. PARTY WITH THE BEST IN THE WORLD — Want to really party? Try one of these locations picked by Ami:

Ibiza, Spain (Oh- This is RECOMMEND by FAN! He went there 28 years ago- he said.)
Oktoberfest in Munich, Germany
Carnival in Rio, Brazil
Miami, USA


10. EAT SOMETHING CRAZY

9. MASTER THE WEDDING TOAST — Chances are you will be asked to give a wedding toast before you turn 30, but make sure you've actually mastered it before the big event. Use Ami's tips as a guide.

*** 1. The Vegas rule (what happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas) applies everywhere — especially in a wedding toast! No one
wants to hear your old college stories when the focus should be on the happy couple. Edit yourself.
*** 2. Keep it short and sweet no matter how much history there is between friends.

8. PUSH YOUR LIMITS.

7. PLAY HOOKY AND DO SOMETHING FUN

6. SINK OR SWIM — Get up close and personal with the largest, most deadly, most intelligent, and the most colorful creatures in the sea. Ami suggests the following locations:

The Great Barrier Reef located off the Queensland, Australia is the world’s largest coral reef and considered one of the seven modern natural wonders of the world. Covering an area of 23,200 square kilometers — that makes it about half the size of Texas — the Great Barrier Reef is home to more than 1,500 species of fish.

There are less than a handful of locations in the world where you can swim with whales. Located in the southern Pacific Ocean is the island of Vava’u in Tonga, where whales teach their newborn calves the ways of the ocean. This is a perfect place to come face-to-face with a 40-ton mother and her baby.

Cage diving in waters populated by the most deadly predator in the ocean is an experience every underwater explorer should have. Despite their fearsome reputation Great White Sharks can be shy and are difficult to find in the wild. So head for the waters around Dyer Island near Cape Town, South Africa for some guaranteed Great White action.

5. BACKPACK — Traveling the world, broadening your mind, and generally having the best holiday of your life is what backpacking is all about. Check out some of Ami's favorite spots.

Cambodia — home of empty beaches, huge rivers, dense forests, and most famously the Ancient Temples of Angkor Wat. Mysterious and amazing these temples were only recently rescued from the jungle that had grown over them.

Peru — The best reason to travel to Peru is to make like the Inca and visit their legendary 600 year old city of Machu Picchu.

China — Built nearly 2,000 years ago and stretching for 6,400 kilometers, the Great Wall of China remains a construction marvel today.

India — You can’t claim to have visited India properly without setting eyes on the Taj Mahal. Come at sunset to see the white marble slowly turn from gold, to pink, then red, and finally blue. Everyone should find the time at some point to throw a few things in a bag and see the world.

4. DESTROY SOMETHING BIG WITHOUT HURTING ANYONE

3. QUIT A JOB YOU HATE

2. PUSH YOURSELF — Test yourself by entering one of these world famous competitions:

The London marathon is the largest modern race in the world, so join the 40,000 other runners and see if you can go the 26.2 mile distance.

If a regular marathon seems pretty tame, why not really push yourself and take part in the annual Iron Man competition. Wannabe Iron Men start off with a 2.4 mile swim, followed by a 112 mile bike race, and then they finish off with a full marathon.

Today the really hardcore competitors are turning to Ultra Marathons to get their kicks. In Ultra Marathons runners compete over distances of 50 or 100 miles. The Marathon Des Sables is the most challenging event in the world. Competitors run six marathons in six days through the scorching Sahara desert.

1. FIGURE OUT HOW TO GROW UP, NOT OLD — Each day should be an adventure where you do something different, learn something new and experience anything life throws at you.

Monday, August 18, 2008

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Roller

見到徐丹在看下載版的木乃伊|||
差不多到尾
當然很興奮地 各自找一下自己個名
我好記得是在差不多兩分半鐘左右

等著,
當我們在討論為何盜錄版有完全唔手震的完整版end roller
係電腦可以將我地個得百分之一秒screen time的大名freeze住。

等來等去,
覺得唔係好對路既時候,

個roller完了。

但是﹣ 明明在戲院看是見到的,
而且仲有好多動畫
唔係黑底白字。

再睇多一次。

咦?  點解無左Brendan Fraser個名既?
咦?  點解一個識既人名都無既?
咦?  點解有NYPD COP#1,#2,#3????


. . .呆左
唔係係第二條片copy過來咁柒呀????

Monday, August 11, 2008

去年的我

找著找著
原來 我忘記了
在很冷很冷 很曬很曬的正午
跟這群村民 在等車落山的時候
拍過這樣的一張

























很迷的時候
嘗試跟著痕跡找回起點

摸著石頭過河

你說是剛剛起步
就彿彷過了一段很長很長的時間

又睡不著了

Sunday, August 10, 2008

A Review of me

我實在不夠硬淨
太多聲音 夠混亂

一直在跑 
拼命逃跑 卻樂此不疲

我 仍然是十分嬲自己
沒有人可以理解這個狀況是多麼的怪異

仍舊是在跟內在的那個我在打仗
只想安靜一下

為什麼我要親手心裡一直珍愛的自己一手擊倒
還是那個舊我經己毫無價值

What am i looking for?

Laundry

每周二至三次

過完一浸
踏完之後
記住落柔順

再過多一次水

之後掛上架
記住一定唔可以扭
捏埋揸兩下都得既

等水慢慢滴滴滴落緊
乾到咁上下 就拎去晒下
羅三話 咁會件衫會健康點

到乾透 硬哂 咪收番落黎摺好
收埋一邊

我記性咁差
咁咪搵本簿 雜底佢咯。

Saturday, August 09, 2008

Thursday, August 07, 2008

江先生 一定很開心了

全球同步上映的中美合拍影片《木乃伊3》, 首周末在美国以外的27个国家、地区取得爆炸性6116万美金的票房成绩, 再加上美国本土的周末票房,全球首周末票房已轻松突破1亿美金。创造骄人成绩的《木乃伊3》同时也改写了环球影片在美国本土以外多个国家和地区的最佳首周票房纪录,在强手如云的暑期档脱颖而出傲视群雄。

《木乃伊3》上周末成功席卷整个欧洲地区, 俄罗斯首周末收入1320万美金,西班牙首周末收入650万美金,并开一举创了俄罗斯、西班牙、乌克兰地区环球历史最高首周末票房记录。而在拉美八国,《木乃伊3》也成功登顶票房排行榜榜首,同样势不可当的创造了环球历史最高首周末票房纪录。亚洲地区,《木乃伊3》韩国首周末收入为1370万美金,拿下韩国2008年进口电影最佳首周末票房纪录。在泰国同样创造了2008年最佳首周末票房纪录,与此同时香港、印尼、马来西亚、菲律宾、新加坡《木乃伊3》也来势汹汹均打破当地首周末票房纪录。

纵观《木乃伊》系列电影在美国本土以外的票房,相比第一集的首周末票房1670万美金,以及第二集首周末2150万美金的成绩,《木乃伊3》本次美国以外首周末票房势如破竹超过之前票房的60%,以惊人成绩重磅回归荧幕。相信《木乃伊3》如此狂飙的票房成绩将被永远的载入史册,成为环球公司史上辉煌的周末票房。

环球电影公司国际发行总裁大卫-柯斯表示,《木乃伊3》 创纪录的票房成绩表现出全球观众对这个系列电影的喜爱. 全球首周末就超越1亿美金, 说明《木乃伊3》在这个夏季完全可以比肩其他大片。环球电影公司目前非常满意首周末的表现,并希望随着更多地区开始发行这部电影,《木乃伊3》将会有更好更惊人的票房成绩。

未来6周内,《木乃伊3》将在包括英国、法国和德国在内的38个国家和地区开始发行放映。相信随着《木乃伊3》的上映,全球将刮起强劲的观影狂潮,《木乃伊3》定会带给我们更惊喜的票房成绩。

Sunday, July 27, 2008

李代桃僵

為的就是重整旗鼓

Sometimes Naive

被批評為sometimes naive
我不得不承認 我確實是


我確實是過於感情用事
確實是太過隨心而發


當yarning for growth的情緒主導
我不得不承認 我確實是
過於自卑 過於委曲

這些都是根據我的劇本進行

離開很易
回程的路卻十分漫長如果這條堆得滿滿的小徑仍然尚存

那麼
我確實是
要主動的
出擊一遍


天剛亮 
海藍色的觀塘繞道上
那半晌沈默
盈繞心中不散

Saturday, July 26, 2008

浮於水面

就是薄薄的一片
都透了底

彷彿一腳掉進了深淵 失足地掛個半圈

還以為盡頭到此一切將快完

西窗事發 突然
殺個措手不及

Thursday, July 17, 2008

我窮得有骨氣 幹愛幹的

不中彩票又何妨? /張宏艷

賦閒在家,可以思考重要的假設性問題。譬如: 中了彩票,鈔票多得用不完,怎麼辦好?


嗯,真好的題目。

我要做自己喜歡的事,旅行、看書。學一直想學的東西,學溜冰、書法、做蛋糕。多花時間陪家人,
吃吃飯、看看電影、舉家泡在沙發看夜間電視劇。

工作絕對不可以辭,沒有工作太空虛了,更與社會脫節,非常可悲。要保持工作,做有趣的行業。

此外,當然要繼續寫作。腦子裏跳躍著天馬行空稀奇古怪的想法,呼吸每一口氣都生出連綿不絕的意念,恨不得全寫下來。

可是...

等等,何必等中彩票?

我不是正做著這些事嗎?

托骨折之福,每天陪伴家人。做著喜歡的工作,工餘埋頭寫作,也旅行、看書。學了溜冰、書法、做蛋糕...

不必中彩票,已經過著理想的生活!

想著想著,的確很阿Q精神,既然路邊的麻雀也不擔心生活,我又何必擔心呢?

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

氣急敗壞

這個詞語 很狼狽

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

臨海而游 

那天好天
臨海而游
美女一個都沒有
麻甩仔 特多