life is so fragile

wedding funeral new born sickness aging

about parents

cant describe how bad this is like
is very bad
daddies and mummies are killing each other.


dont tell me that is sacrifice.
you got a chance to love, why not now?


so Jon Gosselin, I support you.
Parents shouldnt give up their chances of getting a true love because they have children.

Being selfish is first step of turning yourself as a selfless Saint
As a grow up, I will condemn you of not taking good care of your own.
dont tell me you regret what you have done, is irretrievable.


You have to love yourself before being adorable.

cant stop feeling sad

people got choices

you pick what you want
or despite what you have had then abandon them
like garbage like a disease

these very negative power are driving people crazy
just tear people apart
and brain washed them: oh this is what i wanted

is just fucked up

探望小波兒

不知不覺
小波兒很快就要探頭來看看大地

人人都為你動情

希望你快高長大


噢，突然覺得有一點老。真的。

遇上善良的女孩

她真的是平凡到不能

徹頭徹尾的善良真實
愛睡的小寶貝

the good kid!!!

stealing from her desktop

is just feel like shit

i hate 老鳳

everyday is my birthday

由某年開始　不想慶祝生日

因為實在太千篇一律

首先，我已經唔駛再等生日先會收到禮物
OR換句語說：即係我想要某樣野我都可以求其作個藉口
例如:我覺得今日自己真係好努力　OR 我今日真係好唔開心

對於物質，真係一無所缺
起碼已經不是一千幾百可以幫到手

因此，食一餐好的是 nothing more i could ask for.


謝謝
會記得我生日的人

謝謝
媽媽廿幾年前帶我同妹妹來這個世界

三SPRIT工作日

有時自戀也不是罪

leaving

thanks for everything.
but this time, is serious.

sorry

選擇
留下或離開都不容易

Thanks PaPa

也許　好耐沒有跟你好好講過半句說話

打風的時候你車我去工作的地方然後又回家
有時　我會想哪兒是我家

我問你又和媽媽吵架嗎
你說外出時　少過在家
今天你又和媽媽去黃山

真的沒有幾可在家
唉　你地又嗌交

something about our younger times

we dont have tvb at home, just go online and watch it at once.

but III's story plot is kinda boring.....
Wong Hey is much older than 32 lor, cant cheat!
Is very strange that they didnt put any make up for their younger scene......

i always remember南山三虎，when 鄭敬基jump over the bldg, we cried.

荒漠的綠洲

要找一個舊唐樓拍攝　真的很苦惱

6,70年代的香港漸漸退色
再過多一段日子
好可能己沒有景可拍

收樓　清折　都變成了一些吉的空間
斫了棵樹　拆了座屋　成條街

我開始懷疑香港大部份人都患上舊野厭惡症
見到上舊野就想　除之而後快

九龍城南角道有一處　個鐵窗當框好特別　
裡面住了一個90歲的李伯伯
登門兩次先有機會見到佢

開門第一個印象　嘩得啦呢度
菲傭姐姐June好好咁招呼我
突然覺得終於有人聽我講兩句
有點感動

第一次去伯伯午睡
又過幾日
第二次去伯伯就沖涼
所以都等左好耐

紅白楷磚地
60年的門邊鐵間花同好多盞壁燈
粉藍色Fibre配膠暗灰牆紙
幾張酸枝椅同茶几　
案頭上一系家族大合照　兒孫滿堂

穿住白色底衫孖煙通
又梳住個撻頭
伯伯好有中氣地拒絕我的要求

「我的生活有哂安排，朝早要做運動...
其實我自己一個人住，都唔係比錢租的問題，
如果係得唔收你錢都得，但係我的生活有哂安排，唔好意思」

其實推卻一個陌生人很易
但係　有條不紊　清晰有禮的答案
不得不令我心服口服的離開
打亂一個90歲伯伯生活,都係有點不該
我還是繼續努力吧啦　

oscar and me

萬事萬物皆有盡頭

我己做好完結的準備。
面對完結。

new start

22/6 new project starts

實在不安

確實是不安

當努力為自己打拼時
又產生有太多不公義
公義何價　打拼無罪

撥亂世　反之正
是推翻一個政權可以做到的嗎
是推翻一個政府可以做到的嗎

那麼　你希望是要一個怎樣的生存空間

審查　自我審查　自行調整　

好累

常常牢牢的記著：　
得力在乎平靜安穩

跳過A1港聞版
追下娛樂版好過

根本一點力都沒有
做咩都是白做
力都唔想出了。

demo-嗨，我今晚放毒蛇。

insomnia - fucking hell day N

why

i

just

couldnt

sleep.